There's something about late nights that gets my mind really going. Could be about anything. The future. The past. Why I never seem to be quite satisfied with my hair color. I know I'm not the only one who has the same problem.
Right now all I can think about is am I the person I want to be the rest of my life? Do I want to continue all of my habits? Do I want to continue gaining weight? What about the after effects of everything? If the choices I make right now determine where I will end up then would I be comfortable with that?
So what did I do? Obviously, started a blog. Deleted my Facebook and Twitter account. Shocking for a teen, I know. Something about them just seems so petty. Personally, I'm sick of everything been to shallow. Not just looks but in all aspects. I'm over it. I don't care if you liked a picture of a Latino because you're one. I understand that you're Latino; I don't need the update.
Or all the Christian photos. It's never the status or tweet you see. People only 'like' or 'retweet' religious photos (or whatever) because they want to show all, no matter how much pot they smoke, they love god.
I don't want to be a part of that you see. I don't want to be another forgotten teen bitching about my life for anyone with a computer to see. Who cares?!
That is why from now on I will be devoting my life to things that actually matter. Whether it's a small or big gesture, I will do anything I can to make a change.
If anyone reads this...I hope they feel the same way. We need less mindless teens and more innovative individuals.